Thats right folks. The day I have dreaded for months and months has come and gone. This morning I was a ball of nerves pleading with my boyfriend to make it all go away. I was on the verge of puking and couldnt stop my hands from shaking. I was seriously contemplating to find a girl that looked like me and ask her to take my place. Even when I think about it now, I feel like im riding an emotional roller coaster. Actually I think im still on it….